Sunday, October 16, 2011
To lead a simple life? Or a sophisticated life?
Choosing the path to be part of a high-classed business journey, yet desiring to seek people of great simplicity around me... I have journeyed through a simple life till now - Getting into a polytechnic, making friends, waiting for days of my teenage life to pass... But yet I yearn to achieve a higher quality of life. A greater level of life? Making much more quality friends, finding an excellent girl, leading a rich man's life? Sometimes I dont even know I am seeking happiness or achievements... Choosing this path of business will means forfeiting all my past memories and my past friends, a total wipeout of the "Old ming hao's" memories for another dimension future. Urgh.
Xenon - An original name for a far-away planet. Used by me for describing far-sighted futuristic preficament. Bleh!
As for her... Tsk. Is it worth spending all these time on her? What am I even hoping to even gain out of this? She has found her guy and moved on, and yet I am acting like a domino-ed clinger... Bah! There are tons of awesome girls out there! Just like what they said - "Forfeiting the whole forest because of a tree". The thing is... I dont even know why I had make such a sacrificial decision involunteerly, I dont this to happen too duh! Got to be much more stronger and hard-hearted... XENON, NEVER EVER LET TRIVIAL SOFTNESS AFFECT YOU AGAIN. Great, Is this retribution for all these things i had done in the past?
7 months later, I will ensure I lead a glorious revolution in Ngee Ann Polytechnic with the next tier of refined Xenon.
I wont let my weakness make me fall again.
I wont let challenges obstruct me.
I wont let my softness affect me that easily again.
I will lead and strive.
I will gain support from everyone.
I will seek a great girl.
I will embrace a powerful career.
I will make significance in people's life.
Yes you can! Move on!
Signing out...
Xenon
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